Posts Tagged ‘Apology’


Unexpected Turn of Events

In Life,Personal on December 8, 2011 by lexie-chan Tagged: , ,

Two days ago, Kam texted me and ACTUALLY apologized (again).

I was shocked.

There was a moment of panic because truthfully, I gave up the thought of us getting back together or at least to how we used to be. I didn’t know how to react at that point when I got the unexpected message.

But since it’s over text, I had time to think about what to tell him. I think I was too blunt, actually, but at least I was able to tell him my real thoughts. I told him his personality is too dry. That keeping his distance just increased the distance between the two of us. That when he waited for the problem to solve itself, it just dramatically turned for the worst.

He knew what I was saying was true. He acknowledged it without being defensive and I know he was really sincere and truly repentant over his mistakes.

As for me, I know I don’t hate him.

The issue that happened was so trivial it had disappeared in my system way before.

But I can’t completely say that I’m already fine and comfortable around him. It’s too sudden. I need to get used to him again. But the good thing is, the both of us finally talked.

And I can see him trying. He makes effort to open topics for conversation unlike before. And he’s reaching out.

I just wish I can cast off the awkwardness soon. I don’t mean to make him suffer even more than necessary but human nature is just like this I guess…

Oh well, towel. We’ll just have to see how it goes..

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Fast Fact:

I like talking about superficial stuff about myself. Anything too personal, I try to evade as much as possible.